Writing experience

First of, I just wanted to say, shoot me.

Have you any idea how frustrating it is when you have all this creative energy bubbling inside of you but totally no way for it to be released?! Honestly, it's the most agonizing feeling ever. Forget waiting a year for the new iPhone, have you ever experienced writers block??

And, how is it that I can rant so well about writers block but actually can't do any real writing?? This is soooo frustrating, I might eat myself.

I have this whole something in my head that just won't come out. I'm laying down the bricks, building the foundation but something just doesn't seem right. It doesn't sound creative enough. It doesn't sound me enough.

I'm starting to think I might have a time limit on my creative juices. I feel better writing in the morning, like maybe around 9am-10am. Problem is, I like to sleep around that time as well. It kinda feels that my creativity is stronger in the morning as compared to the afternoon. When I was younger, my creative energy levels were spiking around 5pm-7pm because I always used to write around that time. Maybe I'll try training myself to write during a certain time again. Maybe that might be a little better.

Thing is, I want to do this writing lark as a full time thing, but chances are it will have to be part time. I want a good, strong, energized day when I can just spend the whole day writing and researching. I had intended to do that during this semester's holiday but lo, I'm working too. But a good sit down and write day does not equal to quality writing. So URGH.

I can feel the creative energy starting to leave my body when I couldn't find means to expel it. See, it's happening. Expel isn't the word I want but I can't place a finger on the word I'm looking for.

Maybe I'll go hammer my piano or something.

xoxo
Nicabeth